It's been awhile since my last post. Hum during February I've been through many things. Here are some of them:
1st. Saw a doctor to check my pregnancy. That was the first time I saw our little baby. Priceless moment. He/She (i don't know which one either yet) is an active baby, moving around and did a 'dance movement'. We laughed at the picture all the time.
2nd. Even though I'm happy that I'm going to be a mommy, my body felt the opposite way. It kept me dizzy, and sick all the time. Due to my pregnancy, I can't and wouldn't take a medicine. Then most of the time I took my time to rest. The problem is, I have to work and my job desk pushed me into my limit button.
3rd. Due to my pregnancy I have to keep my body healthy. It's mean less unnecessary activities such as traveling or work too much. That made me upset for awhile because I already booked ticket to traveling with hubby. It suppose to be around Spore, Kuala Lumpur, and , my Hubby's favorite place, Thailand. Traveling is one of my biggest passion in life. I love it so much! That's why I took this job as reporter, then i can traveling where ever I wanna be. And now I have to reduce my passion, my desire.
Beside all, I did gratitude because being pregnant is something that woman dream of. I got friends and family who wants to get pregnant for years, and they still didn't get it. Then i know God sent him/her in the right time for us. It means God knows that we are ready for it or will be ready for it as soon as possible. It's a huge responsibility that God has sent to human. Alhamdulillah.